I'm really trying to make myself feel better at the moment. I've been very down lately and although it's okay not to be okay sometimes- it can be bad for you if you dwell on it, which is what I have been doing. I've been feeling the pounds piling on recently (and unfeeling money pounds, I bought a tumble dryer this week) and my hair has been limp and making my face look so pale as the colour was so dark. I've just constantly been feeling sorry for myself and not doing anything about it.
So yesterday after dropping Harry off at nursery I came back and used my tumble dryer- YAY! I had to sell my dishwasher (that I didn't need) to go in it's place. Cleaned up a bit, rested for a little while and then made my way to the new ladies gym just by my house. I did a half hour class called 'Thighs, Bums & Tums', it was SO hard. I'm still hurting now! But it made me feel great that I did something so I had the energy to then go and pick Harry up from nursery and take him to the park for a few hours to wear him out a little more before I handed him over to Dad and started work.
This morning it was thrashing it down with rain, I was soaked as I took Harry to school, and walked back. Today I went back to the gym and I signed up for a 'quarterly' membership, also had my hair done and my eyebrows threaded. I feel like a new woman, already! I reserved my mum and myself places for Saturday's 'Kettlercise' class (exercising using kettle bells) which I'm really looking forward to.
I also (I know, I'm on a mission!) registered for an amateur acting company workshop, which starts in May. Hopefully it will bring me out of my shell, and give me the chance to socialise.
These are all things to look forward to, and motivate myself to become a more positive person. Releasing them dolphins (endorphins) and getting slim is something I really need so please can all my followers send me good vibes!!
No comments:
Post a Comment